blatherings

So, I did not manage a full day of liquids, but I did take it very very easy, sipped about 1/4 of the first shake, drank some iced tea, ate a pretzel rod and about a quarter of a toasted bagel, then chicken soup with a matzah ball and...a "hush puppy" which is a hot dog and mashed potatoes wrapped in a wonton wrapper and fried...hangs her head in shame...childhood favorite...also 2 cookies and orange juice to try and fight off a cold.

Yesterday I ate pita chips and a garlic dip, one cookie, then some salad, 2 pieces of lamb shish kebab and some fried potatoes. Also had a spoon or two of cherry preserves and hot tea.

Weight this morning is 238.5. I can't loose anything, mostly because I can't stop eating or go to the gym. I don't think I'm eating huge amounts, and I am not gaining weight, so that's good, but I'm definitely not loosing either.

Now, about the spasms...I haven't had any more. I really think they might be due to the Spanx! The more I think about it, the time I was having the spasms before I was wearing a lot of Spanx! Has anyone had a bad reaction to Spanx? How sad...

Today I've had half a brioche roll and a few pita chips. I am also sick as a dog and am going to leave and go get chicken soup for lunch at the kosher deli across the street. Debating not coming back afterwards...

Just got a vacation request approved - going to Costa Rica next month! Interesting note, one of the worst issues of being overweight was going to CR and not being able to go zip-lining because I was over 250lbs, the top allowed weight. Will have to get on E to loose a few pounds, because he is right around there.